Hi there, Happy New Year all xxx
So, here is my story, if you have any advice at all, I would be eternally grateful!!
At the end of November, I had some major knee surgery and as a result, I am still on the crutches, though getting better. So, I have been unable to get spanked, which has just started again since I can now put weight on my leg. I have been unable to do housework, and my husband has been fabulous doing it for me, but he never does it to my high standard and I havent minded cos it couldnt be helped. Anyway, christmas came and as we have a young son, we acquired a whole new load of stuff making more stuff lying around. I was coping fine, until hubby decided to invite friends round for drinks for new year, and I started panicking about the mess. Dont get me wrong, the house is clean, just lots of stuff everywhere. So. knowing there were people coming, I started really panicking and being a bitch. He understands, and so let it slide. On the new years day, the day before our friends were coming round, we were gettin ready to go to my parents for dinner, and I started screaming at hubby to get ready to go out. He told me to calm down, we had time, and then I started a huge rant about him inviting friends round when I am in to fit state to tidy up and things. He then got the end of his tether, and told me when we got back that night, I would be spanked for speaking to him like that. Well, usually that calms me right down, bu this time, I was so worked up about everything and I felt in my head it was all his fault, that I said something really terrible:- I told him that he if laid a hand on me, I would call the police! I know it was stupid and I regretted it straight away, but he then turned and said that if I felt that way, then the DD part of our relationship was finished!! The upshot is that, things between us are still tense and I havent had the guilt relief of a spanking.
Our relationship has been so much better with DD and I really need it in my life. But, now I dont know what to do to sort this. Any advice from spankers or spankees would be great and I thank you all in advance.
Thanks, Debs xxxxxxx
